Phew, were does time go?!
Where I'm I up to in my life...?
I'm official unemployed and is it depressing, well that's what I should be feeling if I wasn't feeling so numb about everything. My last day was a week ago and I since then I've had 4 calls and 1 text for assistance. Today was asking me to come in and sort some work! Hmmm, that went down like a led balloon as it was more of a demand.
Last weekend was a trip back home for a family party for my Nan's 80th. Wasn't looking forward to the event. My parents seem to be just surviving at the moment. Dad is still trying to work on our relationship with calls left right and centre. As much as this is great, it is overbearing at times but I can't seem to tell him to back off.
I feel withdrawn and quiet, most of the conversations are about me and my job situation. I know people are just concerned but I don't want to talk about the fact the agency's never call you back or I'm just not quite what they want, not enough relevant experience, blah blah blah...
BF decided he would drink the party dry, ignore my request to slow down with his drink and finally insult my family. He couldn't walk, talk and his eyes were rolling back into his head. Apparently that's him, that's what he's like. Final nail in the coffin.
This week my Aunt announced that she had to keep the flat rented out at the full market value. Another blow.
I wrote this about 2 weeks but didn't have time to collect the rest of my thoughts.
Again highs and lows I can't seem to get a happy medium.
Last week was a flurry of activity on the job front. I have a interview lined up for 9th July and I applied for a role last Monday and called for an interview on the Wednesday for the Thursday. Not a lot of time to prepare but I managed to get all the information I needed.
It was a two stage interview in the same day which was interesting. The first part was with the manager in the role and another manager in the business, if I was successful they would bring in the hiring manager for another interview. Good news! I was successful enough to see the hiring manager. It's the waiting which kills you but they want someone to start ASAP which I have in my favour.
M has finished his walk for charity and he's more positive as ever with our relationship and is wanting to find our new home. I love him being like this but there is just one obstacle after another at the moment.
Patience has never been my strong point...
This feels better, I haven't realised how much this allows me to deal with some issues and move on.
